11.27.09
Otra vez
Tengo una guitarra en el hombro
Una montaña de asombro una ceniza en la voz
Tengo dos canciones firmadas,
una está envenenada y la otra quiere tu amor
Guardo un recoveco en el alma
Que recuerda tu cara como nadie la vio
Río, lloro y paso de todo por el bien de los dos.
Vivo en un jardín sin malvones
Un zaguán sin salones, tu amistad quinto C
Pido que me olvide tu olvido
Pero ya es bien sabido no lo va a conceder
Ando como siempre vagando
por algún escenario y no lo vas a creer
Supe que mentías y todo por el bien de los dos
Y otra vez seremos dos extraños
Otra vez volveré a hacernos daño
Otra vez estoy en el fondo del dolor
Y otra vez, tu y yo, por el bien de los dos.
Tengo un rincón en la cama
Que ya no entiende nada y me pregunta por vos
Tengo una mitad que se queja
Y otra que no me deja escapar del dolor
Tengo una tremenda ceguera
y no va a ser la primera vez que vuelva a empezar
Porque ya no estas a mi lado por el bien de los dos
Y otra vez seremos dos extraños
Otra vez volveré a hacernos daño
Otra vez estoy en el fondo del dolor
Y otra vez tu y yo…
Y otra vez seremos dos extraños
Otra vez volveré a hacernos daño
Otra vez estoy en el fondo del dolor
Y otra vez, tu y yo, por el bien de los dos
Por el bien de los dos
11.09.09
Color Esperanza…
Se que hay en tus ojos con solo mirar
que estas cansado de andar y de andar
y caminar, girando siempre en un lugar
Se que las ventanas se pueden abrir
cambiar el aire depende de ti
te ayudara, vale la pena una vez mas
Saber
que se puede, querer que se pueda
Quitarse los miedos, sacarlos afuera
pintarse la cara color esperanza
tentar al futuro con el corazon
Es mejor perderse que nunca embarcar
mejor tentarse a dejar de intentar
aunque ya ves que no es tan facil empezar
Se que lo imposible se puede lograr
que la tristeza algun da se ira
y asi sera, la vida cambia y cambiara
Sentiras que el alma vuela
por cantar una vez mas
Saber que se puede querer que se pueda
quitarse los miedos, sacarlos afuera
pintarse la cara color esperanza
tentar al futuro con el corazon
Saber que se puede querer que se pueda
quitarse los miedos, sacarlos afuera
pintarse la cara color esperanza
tentar al futuro con el corazn
Vale ms poder brillar
que solo buscar ver el sol
Pintarse la cara color esperanza
tentar al futuro con el corazn
Saber que se puede…
Querer que se pueda…
Pintarse la cara color esperanza
tentar al futuro con el corazn
Saber que se puede querer que se pueda
quitarse los miedos, sacarlos afuera
pintarse la cara color esperanza
tentar al futuro con el corazn
Saber que se puede (saber que se puede, que puedes intentar)
Querer que se pueda (querer que se pueda)
Pintarse la cara color esperanza
Tentar al futuro con el corazon..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ed_aveK__D4
Tomorrow everything will be okay, I tell to myself every morning, one day I might start believing it…
11.08.09
Another volunteer day in Miami
How sad is the world that we live in, where some of us have so many and in the same city a lot of poorness and homeless people fighting each day against hunger and a place to stay.
Every child in this world must be able to have a home with people that cares about him/her, this is not right, is not fair…
At least for today, I felt that I had something to give, my problems seemed nothing compared to theirs, it was comforting to know that with a few hours of my time, along with other people, we can help to change kids lives in so many ways, give hope and a little bit of love.
Looking forward for next week.
(International Volunteer Day – December 5th)
Somewhere over the rainbow…
Somewhere over the rainbow
Way up high,
And the dreams that you’ve dreamed of
Once in a lullaby.
Somewhere over the rainbow
Bluebirds fly,
And the dreams that you’ve dreamed of
Dreams really do come true.
Someday i’ll wish upon a star
And wake up where the clouds are far
Behind me.
Where troubles melts like lemon drops
Away above the chimney tops
That’s where you’ll find me.
Somewhere over the rainbow
Bluebirds fly.
And the dreams that you dare to..
Oh why, oh why can’t i?
Well, i see
Trees of green and red roses too,
I’ll watch them bloom for me and you
And i think to myself,
What a wonderful world.
Well i see,
Skies of blues and, clouds of white,
And the brightness of day, i like the dark
And i think to myself,
What a wonderful world.
The colors of the rainbow so pretty in the sky
Are also on the faces of people passing by
I see friends shaking hands saying how do you do
They’re really saying i… I love you.
I hear babies cry, i watch them grow
They’ll learn much more than really know
And i think to myself
What a wonderful world.
Someday i’ll wish upon a star
And wake up where the clouds are far
Behind me.
Where troubles melt like lemon drops
Away above the chimney tops
That’s where you’ll find me.
Somewhere over the rainbow
Way up high,
And the dreams that you dare to
Oh why, oh why can’t i?
Tomorrow everything will be okay…
10.20.09
Se que ya no volveras…
Hoy me pregunté
por qué el final
de nuestra historia es triste
si lo que senti fue tan real
y nunca lo creiste.
Y saber de que sirvió lastimarse asi
yo sé muy bien
dijiste cosas que sabes
no son verdad
y aunque ya no estas
no olvidaré
tus marcas quedaran.
Sé que ya no volveras
Sé que muy lejos estas
que buscas otro lugar
sin mirar hacia atras
Sé que alguna vez
te encontraré y sera extraño verte
sé que el tiempo es una señal
y una respuesta a todo y dira
si aquel dolor
que nos hizo mal, nos hizo bien
fue parte de crecer.
Sé que ya no volveras
Sé que muy lejos estas
y espero que alguna vez
puedas ver que te amé.
Hoy me pregunté
por que el final
de nuestra historia es triste
y si alguna vez te encontraré
si sera bueno verte.
Y saber si esta canción
solo es el adiós que se llevó
lo bueno de este amor.
Sé que ya no volveras
sé que muy lejos estas
que buscas otro lugar
sin mirar hacia atras.
Cuanto me cuesta aceptar
que no pudimos ni hablar
y espero que alguna vez
puedas ver que te amé, que te amé.
08.18.08
AWBW – “The monster in me”
Another episode in the AWBW open house past August 6th, the theme “The Monster in Me” exhibit.
These paints show how their truly feelings are with art they get to express what with words they can just not say, what it is in their minds, in their hearts. Wacthing the paints you get to open a window into their world and how using Arit they can finally open their emotions and release all the bad energy/regrets/feelings/pain they have inside.
Here are some of the drawings in the exhibit (The last one broke my heart, Can you imagine a little kid not understanding what it is happening to him/her?)
This is just so frustrating but at the same time motivating to keep up the work and feel grateful for all what we have and taking the opportunity that it has been given to help kids and women that had been abused in any way and how these shelters from asociations like AWBW (http://www.awbw.org) have been given them hope to continue with their life.
It was very touching and encouraging, definitely will keep supporting the association even if I am only a volunteer for now.
Broken - Shelly Delter
I will bite your head - Anonymous
I am sorry for being a monster - Maria
Why daddy? - Stephanie
01.19.08
Two weeks in the jungle…
Yes two weeks, sounds like a short time huh?… well it is not short when you are in a diferent country with diferent people and a different job, no friends and only a phone call to home… Is it hard? yes, very much, for me it is.
01.01.08
Friday night
Great friday night, the last one from 2007 … I went out with some of my friends & coworkers. I had a lot of fun, although I lost my purse 
with my car keyssssssssssss in it!.
Anyway, here is a picture of that night, one of the guys took it!
Ignacio, Celeste, Ariel, Luis, Sergio & I.
12.20.07
Another year
Another year and we are still the same.
I can’t believe it is almost Xmas again!… I am in the same place I was december 2006, only with different people…
Even though recapitulating the year, here are some highlights — I’ve becomed aunty 2 times again… I’ve seem some friends getting married, some friends getting divorced, very good friends getting a part from me (farewells & goodbyes), having a stable relationship with my boyfriend (deep inside you know I love you, don’t you?) , mom getting her first trip with out her kids (us hehe), older sister achivieng many of her goals for this year (go sis), little sister getting back into school (finally), my unique and handsome brother having his full passed year in college & his mini music recording “studio” at home, little Juanito having learned how to write the numbers 1-9 by the first time, little Melanie having her first own conclusion about why she can’t have the dog as a boyfriend, also having my first work team Xmas party (thank you Ignashio, you are awesome), my dad having his welder degree (and still going for more, what a man!), another desilusion about the world (how hard is to be a mortal) and at the same time my first sight into real work (thank you to all my coworkers)…
For those moments, those persons, and for many other things, I am what I am today… There is nothing else I could say than Thank you- 2006 had me busy this time.
08.31.07
Work, People, Farewell
Today was a very stressful day at work, actually whole week was awful I must say, not because of the work I love my work, but because of the people, consecuence of my acts of course. I have to be more mature and it feels bad inside when things do not occur as you imagined, hopefully I will learn from this situation.
I lost a friend a good one because of my stupideness, I feel so bad, I would ran away right now and make like if nothing its happening, but I can’t.
For my good, thanks to the gods that is friday and I don’t have to go there until tuesday.
By the way today is a sad day also because another of my friends left to his hometown and he is not comming back, hope everything goes cool for him and my best wishes.
I know it will be better for you but I can’t help feeling sad, I will miss you around.
Better days will come…
08.27.07
Life is not pink!
Well lately I’ve been learning new stuff for my professional growth, seeing succesful people I’ve discovered that life is not as easy as I though it was, it’s going to be hard to achieve the goals I have.
I feel like writing a thank you after all this learning…
Thanks to all the people from whom I have learned new & good things, thanks to my family & truly friends for being such a sweet influence in my life and for their support when I am not acting in the better way, thanks to the mean people that i have met because thanks to them i have learned the most.
Finally thanks to all the people that had always been there when i need them.
Better days will come.
